i used to express my feelings and thought through poetries, short stories, and drawings... i believe that a pen is mightier than anything else (i wouldve typed "sword" but it's gonna sound like a cliche)... i am a very transparent person...but the mysteries in me, i rarely let people see... and i mean rare... probably because those are the things i myself dont understand... those are a mixture of emotions that i couldnt explain... and oftentimes, when i feel that way towards a person, it means that the person means a lot to me... be it a friend, a colleague, a stranger...
right now, it's one of those times when i can't sleep... but this time, my thoughts are all a blur... i had a training earlier today... left the house at around 5:30 in the morning... i came home at 4:30 PM and dozed off until ~11PM... that's probably one of the reasons why i still cant get a decent sleep at this time... but that isnt all there is to it... i know there's more... it's going to take more than a few hours of sleep to keep me up at this time (im physically tired, just so u know,, my limbs are killing me!)... weird eh?
right now... i want to know who i have become after my 2007 turmoil had passed... i had experienced the saddest, most depressing christmas and new year in my entire life... ive been hurt... i survived... ive learned my lessons... lost a few people in my life... gained more friends... became more mature (i hope...) and still trying to learn more about life... ive started a few more hobbies that ive been wanting to do... explored new places... fell out of love... fell in love...
and so... this ends my first ranting entry... i know it doesnt make sense... i know that when i start to read these entries again after a few years... im gonna laugh at it... btw, my previous blogsite was http://www.blurty.com/users/simply_kyute (if you're up to some reminisin'...)
...signing off...
"...keep bleeding... keep keep bleeding..."
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